THERE'S NO GOODBYES. IT'S ALWAYS SEE YOU LATER.

Yesterday (March 26, 2009 Thursday),
I went to school to get my classcards. I am expecting "RED-MARKED-FAILING-GRADES".

WELL, I feel nervous for my GRADES, because I AM SO SURE ABOUT IT.. Last semester was the most WORST SEMESTER in ASAS, so far. I don't usually go to class, I go to school late, my professors always caught me on the act cutting my classes, for short.. I WAS A LAZY DUMB ASS.

Last 3 weeks, our vacation already start. And those past few weeks, I was uneasy.. WHY? Because my MOM always ask me WHEN will I get my grades?.. I'm always answering her "IDK!", or "CAN WE GET IT ON ENROLLMENT DAY NA LANG?"

Until, March 25, Wednesday came.. My sister who just graduated, got her GRADES. She showcased it to my MOM.. And ofcourse, I was interrogated. I got nothing to do. I KNOW THIS WILL HAPPEN : "GAWWDD! I'M GOIN TO GET MY GRADES TOMORROW!"

Ok. Thursday came.. I woke up early, called my friends and told them I'm goin to get my grades, LUCKILY, they are goin there too.

At school, as usual, I AM LATE. (Well, IT'S BETTER LATE THAN.... ABSENT, RIGHT?)
Assyrie & Jobel was there, I am expecting that Bob and Menard are also there but I WASN'T ABLE TO HAVE SOME CATCH UP WITH THEM BECAUSE I WAS LATE. and OH! it was MENNARD'S BIRTHDAY. Ok. Moving on...

When I arrived at school, it was LUNCHBREAK, so I asked Assy if she already got her grades and YES! She was disappointed. She has 1INC. That's it. And SHE'S FREAKIN DISAPPOINTED. LAME ASSY. And me, on the other hand.. I AM NOW FREAKIINNN NERVOUS, ADVANCELY UPSET, DISAPPOINTED.. Kasi, si Assy may INC! Pano pa ko?!
It's 12:45PM, Mrs. Villamil isn't there at the office yet.. 12:50.. 1:00..

1:28PM, Mrs. Villamil (DEAN of BSBA Dept.) is already there. Ok. I knocked the door, walked inside and..... GO JMHIE!

JMHIE: "Ma'am Good Afternoon po, kuwain ko lang sana grades ko."
*she looked at me and smiled*
MRS. VILLAMIL: "Oh, Ms. Favorito, how's your vacation?"
J: "Ok naman po."
*i smiled, while ma'am dean is looking for my grades."
M.V.: "Here!"
*i signed the logbook*
*saw my classcards at the top of her desktop's monitor*
J: "Thank you, Ma'am!"
M.V.: "Welcome."

I saw my grades and YELLED with a glee on my heart..
"YEEEEYYY!! WALA AKONG BAGSAK!!"

here are my grades:

FILI2 -- 2.5

MINVT -- 3.0 (yea. pasang-awa!)

ENGL2 -- 2.25

MNGT1 -- 2.0

GENSO --2.50

PHMAN -- 2.75

COMP2 -- 2.0

NSTP2 -- 1.75

OMG! I PASSED! I REALLY PASSED. NEXT SEM, I'LL BE A SOPHOMORE! ICBI!!

Well, I'll be so BAD, if I wouldn't acknowledge my LOVING PROFESSORS who are now LEAVING US to face a new PHASE of their CAREERS. Eventhough, some of them leaved a word like, "Yaan nyo, di namin kayo iiwan hangga't di kayo grumagraduate." WE UNDERSTAND. :)

Sir Ken, THANKS for bein' like a brother to me. :) I know you know how THANKFUL I am to be one of your students and friend. :) Thanks for the advices and stuffs. Really much appreciate it.

Sir Cesar, THANK YOU for CRACKIN' DOUBLED-MEANING JOKES. :) I know I wasn't a good student. Sayang, 'di ko naibigay BEST ko sa subject mo. Actually, I didn't do anything, pero you still gave me considerations. Thank you po. SOBRA!

Ginoong RR, MARAMING SALAMAT sa pagbibigay ng mga salita at kwento na kahit kailan ay hindi malilimutan.. Katulad ng "HALAMANG-DAGAT", "YELLOW BELL", "SANTA BUTSIKI" at madami pang iba. :) SALAMAT PO, sa pagiging isang MABAIT NA GURO at MABUTING KAIBIGAN. :)

Sir Eric, SALAMAT AT NASILAYAN KO ANG KAGWAPUHAN MO. Nakakabaliw man ang MATH of INVESTMENT, mas NABALIW AKO SAYO SIR. Haha! Joke lang. :)

and LAST BUT NOT THE LEAST,

Prof. Ramoncito Onia, A MILLION THANK YOU will NOT BE ENOUGH para PASALAMATAN KA. Thank you po sa pagiging PATIENT samin.. LALO NA SAKIN. Sa mga SERMON na kahit kailan di ko makakalimutan. Sa mga salitang TAGOS sa PUSO. Sa pagiging DADDY O. sa lahat ng ORAS. Sa pagsuporta sa amin sa lahat ng bagay at oras.. And most of all, the thing I wouldn't forget.. FOR BELIEVING IN ME, FOR LETTIN ME KNOW THAT I CAN OUTSHINE AND FOR LETTING ME FEEL THAT I AM NOT STUPID, as what others told me before. :) THANK YOU. THANK YOU. THANK YOU.

Bein' ONE of YOUR STUDENTS, is the LUCKIEST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN. :)

so, PROFESSORS.. WAY TO GO! =)

keep in touch po. :)

GRUDGES.

it's 7 o'clock in the morning and I have this feeling again.

my mom hates me, even my 2 brothers. :( what is so wrong with them?

well. yea.. i admit.. i come home late, i stupidly answer back to them.. i never do chores. I DONT HAVE ANYTHING TO SHARE HERE. i just feel lazy this past few days. there's something in me that is WRRRROOONNNGGG!!

urgh! why cant they understand?.. i need family right now. desperate times. i'm moving on to something. i have to let go of something.. and they know everything about it. :( why?..

this morning i have soo much mixed FEELINGS:

* CONFUSED.
* IRRITATED.
* BIPOLAR.
* FRUSTRATED.
* UPSET.
* BETRAYED.
* SAD.
* BORED.
* HAPPY.
* EXCITED.

... so, can somebody explain that?..

JERAMEE FAVORITO y ADAME

who i really am..

-strong ego.

-lame personality.

- loud chic.

- friends-centered.

- uber-inlove

- love to be loved.

- prententious at time.

- naughty.

- good adviser.

- great listener.

-cry baby.

the girl you'd ALL LOVE TO HATE.

i'm a freak.

im vain.

i dont get insecure. :)

love to laugh,

love to hate.

messin up with me, is like goin in HELL.

im not just a NUTS, im the best NUTS in town.

half jamaican, pure hottie.

sensuality isnt my style.

single ang kickin'..

love my bitches.. bru.has & koopers..

nice & naughty.

great companion

real friend.

never tried backstabbing.

hate hypocrites.

positive thinker.

wat u see is what you get.amazing. :)

pretty.

DELICIOUSLY CHHUUBBBYY.. :)

i love conversation.

sarcastic.

frank.

extraordinary.

can know people in seconds.

loves strong aura.

hard to know.

hates arguments.

real hottie.

loves white & black.

likes foods.

chill. chill. chill..

coffee..

boys..

likes gadgets.

loves my dad and mom..

fun-loving.

.amBITCHous. =)

and

THANKFUL FOR EVERYTHING.

that's how i know myself..

people might hate me, people might LOVE me.

still, I AM SO PROUD BEIN' ME. :)

call me conceited or whatever.. BUT LIFE WILL BE GREAT IF SOMEONE LIKE ME, CROSS YOUR WAY. :)

ask my mom.. you'll get a hell'a fun. :)

now you are back together. :)

well. i've heard the HEARTbreaking NEWS again. :) now, my friends can call me STUPID. :) haha.

i haven't felt this way before. ewan ko, parang everytime na ganito.. mas masakit.. parang "HABANG TUMATAGAL, LALONG SUMASARAP." but in my case, "HABANG TUMITINDI YUNG NARARAMDAMAN, LALO LANG SUMASAKIT."

idk. bakit kaya ayaw maalis nung feelings ko? is it because he still NEEDS me? i still have MISSION to accomplish?.. ewan ko. SOBRANG NASASAKTAN NA AKO. numb na ko.

anyway, i feel happy pa rin naman whenever i'm with him. totoo nga 'ata yung knwento sakin ng friend ko na, usually, ang LAST na pagsasama nyo yung pinaka-masaya. pinaka-memorable. :) so far, LAST SATURDAY was the BEST. :)

i wouldnt say that I'LL LEAVE HIM. I'LL REFUSE HIM. hinde na ganun kasi, hindi ko naman nagagawa.. nagmumukha lang akong sinungaling.. OK. ganito.. I'LL ALWAYS BE HERE. kagaya ng dati.. i'll remain your friend. :) pag kailangan mo ko, nandito lang ako. nandito lang kaming lahat para sayo.

oha.. siguro, last night will be the last time na iiyak ako para sayo. :) prraaammmiisss!! :)


hayy.. HOW CAN SOMETHING SO WRONG FEELS SO RIGHT?..

i really wanted to help.

last monday, i went to the mall shopping with my mom and my good friend. i bought two pair of shoes and a two pair of flipflops.. the flipflops i bought weren't for me, it's for my friend and for ANOTHER FRIEND. :)

the next day, it's our final exam.. and im quite excited to give him the FLOPS, "hainavasia".. yea. imitation of havaianas. :) it really makes me laugh, so i bought it, for him.

but, it's already 11AM, he's not still around, IT'S OUR FINAL EXAM, i realized.. bakit kaya wala pa sya?.. syempre, di ako makatiis na hindi magtanong.. ayon.. DI PA PALA SYA NAKAKABAYAD. i dunno. pero biglang naging mabigat aura ko.. siguro kasi, if i were in his place.. gaganahan mga magulang ko na pagaralin ako. he's so active in class, lahat ng requirements complete. lahat ginagawa nya, LAHAT FULL EFFORT. pero, ako?.. wala man lang ka-effort-effort. :( i cried. ewan ko, kasi, siguro, may impact yung nangyari sakanya sakin. my mom always tell me and my siblings a phrase like this: "tgnan nyo, andaming mga taong gusto makapagaral.. pero dahil wala silang pera, wala. kahit na may abilidad pa sila.. anse-swerte nyo pa nga."

i tried to lend money from my mom.. kaya lang, she didnt understand the situation. i mean, yea.. i guess she tried. pero, ewan. she asked for his family background.. she asked how much. pero, WALA. her point is, they knew it's finals, beforehand, dapat nakapag-prepare na sila. stuffs like that. inexplain ko. pero. I FAILED.

i'm sorrrryyy!! :( i really wanted to help.. i really, really WANT to. AMBIGAT NG PAKIRAMDAM KO. dont worry, pag di ako pinagaral dahil sa failing grades. ipro-propose ko sa nanay ko na ikaw na lang pagaralin. kasi MATALINO ka dude. :( sayang..

nanghihinayang tlga ko. and i know, you'll be disappointed pag nalaman wala akong ipapahiram. :( im so] soorrryy!! :((

BBBRRAAAAPPPPSSS..

this guys are really awesome. :)

what sets them aside:

-i can be me, whenever i am with them.

-no shits, full friendship.

-laugh out loud, they dont care.

-cry with them, no frictions. they'll make u comfortable.

-get drunk. nothing will happen.

-full of thoughtfulness.

-full of love.

-no dull moments.

-LOVE+FRIENDSHIP= SPONGEBRAPS.

so far, THIS GUYS ARE THE BEST THING EVER HAPPENED TO ME. they made me feel so loved. they make me feel im important. my mom loves em.

i just cant imagine life without them.. to lift me up whenever im down. to make me strong whenever im weak. to accept me, even in my WORST MOODS. i love u guys.

i'll not ask for too much.. I JUST WANT YOU GUYS, TO STICK AROUND.

that's not too much to ask, right?!


KUDOS to us! :)