GRUDGES.

it's 7 o'clock in the morning and I have this feeling again.

my mom hates me, even my 2 brothers. :( what is so wrong with them?

well. yea.. i admit.. i come home late, i stupidly answer back to them.. i never do chores. I DONT HAVE ANYTHING TO SHARE HERE. i just feel lazy this past few days. there's something in me that is WRRRROOONNNGGG!!

urgh! why cant they understand?.. i need family right now. desperate times. i'm moving on to something. i have to let go of something.. and they know everything about it. :( why?..

this morning i have soo much mixed FEELINGS:

* CONFUSED.
* IRRITATED.
* BIPOLAR.
* FRUSTRATED.
* UPSET.
* BETRAYED.
* SAD.
* BORED.
* HAPPY.
* EXCITED.

... so, can somebody explain that?..